Send As SMS
Thursday, September 29, 2005

bahhss

haish...... exams on monday... im stressed...weekends... burning oil.. haha.. wonder if i can lose weight like that... its burning sth.. lol... well.. online cos i have to do some geog thing.. and gotta do all the e learnign thing... haha... doing geog... last one alr.. haha... i wanna pass and go to NA SEC 4! haha... today michael see talked to the E band... said like... next year.. if u retain.. u will be demoted to the sec 3 nt stream.. i was like... woah.. shit.. im scared to drop to sec 3 nt sia... i wannnnaaaaa pass!!! god save me... haha... its up to me! haha.. confidence baby... lol.. i think i can do it... but... still.. i nid my sciences to do wel in the future... shit..and im failing my sciences... lol.. hey but my maths aint that bad... i can do some hard stuff ok! haha... oh well... today studied if school... next few days... chiong alr... going sch on sat i think... study with gavin and keith.. doing maths, hist and geog over these 3 days... oh yeah... plus sunday... haha... and after every paper... will do the next paper's revision... lol.. okok gtg alr.. yeah... byee!!

Posted at 9:38 PM





Tuesday, September 27, 2005

haish

haha... how i wish i had 1 more week to study... haha... how i wished i could have said that 1 week ago.. haha.. well... im hungry.. and going to study soon... lugged all the books home... haish..going to study maths geog and dnt.. oh yeah.. hist abit too... or maybe maths do tml.. lol.. shud i be mauing on one now? haha i dunno... oh well... i think i'll go now... haha..

byebye!! blog if i can later!

Terry~

Posted at 7:03 PM





Saturday, September 24, 2005

grahs

haha... its saturday.. tml, going suntec.. i havent got anyting nice to wear.. aha.. gotta stay home today... and my sis might be going out.. oh wells... haha..

ytd.. hmms.. i was.. online until bout 10.30.. den watched survivor.. den dunno why it ended at 11.30 i think ard there la.. den i slept at bout 12.. but cudnt sleep until 1.. den.. haish.. in the day i didnt do much whatt... oni studying.. haha.. im not used to studying in sch den outside school la.. haha... guess its too tiring for me.. haha... i dun usually study. lol.. well..9 days to my exams... haha... starting oct 3 i think.. haha.. shit shit... i hope i can get to sec 4.. i will do my best.. hahaha... its kicking in... exam fever... lol.. i gotta work on my coastal land forms, alot on maths, chem and... history... i havent been doing history for a long time... and i dun have lessons yet... next week sure have.. den my stupid geog teacher..wth la.. say no more lessons in class for coastal landforms... YOU LAZY FAT ASS. wah lao eh.. make me self study the whole topic la! im gonna get slides... on how to do... graahhss.. haha..

im finding chhords for eric benet's man enough to cry.. haha..oh well.. net cannot find.. lol... alright alright.. im going to watch tv!! kids central hurr..

TErry :)
stupid swee..

Posted at 11:08 AM





Thursday, September 22, 2005

haha..

its at night... 11.01... just finish my chem paper... haish.... express one... quite hard la... cos some not in my years study.. haha...

Jean;

u're... full.. of.. crap.. hahaha..tell me when u wan lessons la.. and where.. i wudnt wanna be teaching u all outside... lol..so akward... lollol... what the hell la u... those ppl who can play musical instruments are romantic.. lol... whole world already la.. letssee what i helped u in.. hmm...

going to teach u guitar,
yr blog music.. or rather.. mine! haha... and... ahhaha nth else... lalala...
go and study girll... lol..

dammit la... tml. got double ss... shit shit... hahaha... it wasnt meant to turn out that way.. lol... i dun have ss wksheet... damn e learning week... so many screw ups la... cock system... and.. i hate that old tang chee quan... ask him fuck off la... shit head... catch me for my hair.. screw him man.. hope he get into another accident... break his other leg... haha... im going to do maths tml... got 2 new papers... wah lao... last years one and xinmin sec 2004 paper.. lol... john wu oso giving fairfield... and my left eye still twitching... lol.. good or bad huh... haha... Jean doesnt believe in it.. haha but she thinks its cool... such contradiction... haha... im going to study until bout 5 tml.. haha.. den go home do summore stuff.. haha..

i wonder what probs jean's facing... hmmmmm... [ponders] haha... her blog music is... sth wrong.. when i can excess it perfectly.. haha... and oso... yes. other problems... haha... ohh.. chenya.. ahaha... tsk tsk tsk... whee...

blogged in jer's blog... oops... haha... nth! haha.. i dun think they read so yeah what the hell... haha... im tryin to find a new song to upload to my com... but i think i'll stick with this... since jean likes it.. haha... shit man.. i said her name 4 times.. haha... gonna over write that.. haha.. jer jer jer jer jer jer.. terry terry terry terry terry... wheeeaaaahahaha... beat that already! hahah.. lame. okok... going to slp now.. nites ppl! haha...

Terry ! haha..

whee-

Posted at 11:12 PM





Wednesday, September 21, 2005

wah

haha... finished my hmwk... now... watching tv.. ahaha... tml back to school alr! haha... i miss sch man... lol... tml.. study again.. maths and chem... lol...


Jer is taking forever to blog.. lol... wth... daryle didnt burn the songs! haha.. damit... and den... BC rich guitars arent available in singapore... haish.... and shariff is counting down to exams... why cant we say that the exams are far compared to tomorrow.. (: being optimistic is best.. u wudnt have to think that u're gonna screw up... haha.. its only when exam starts the day after.. den u have to be scared because exams are tomorrow... haha...

i wonder why ppl always have narrow minds and thoughts... ppl always runaway frm bad things or bad times... when in trouble... they always get ppl to shut up and not talk abt those bad things... why cant these ppl learn to face it.. im facing troubles too... not that big ones.. but we all have our troubles right? haha... so why do ppl have to cry out..." uhhh im so sadd.... i cant do this i cant do that.." why cant they just get a grip and face reality... maybe it takes time... so do it den.. tsk tsk tsk..

haha.. letsee..i take. english, chinese, comb science, ss, sshist, geog, dnt and durrhh maths.... what else huh... i think thats all.. yeah... i think... i can pass... bout 6 out of 8! hhaha... but if cannot.. im sure i can get abt 4 out of 8. (: i hope to pass... english, comb science, sshits, dnt and geog. hopefully maths... haha.. oh wells...

FRIENDS PPEEPS! FELLOW PEASANTS!
its the exams! den holidays!! lets get it over and done with and we all can celebrate! hahaha oh well... thats that.. im having a bbq and chalet i think... shud be.. hope i can get the booking... haha... u're all invited!! haha... can stay over if can... dun get yr hopes to high.. i will have 1 but we'll have to see the bookings alright! hahah... i cant fund it all by myself too.. haha.. so pay abit yeah? hahha... alright... i'll see u ppl ard in sch or ssome how! haha...

Terry (:

Posted at 7:15 PM






haha

today last day of e learning liao... tml nid go back sch.. haha... nid to study!!!! ahhh why am i even blogging.. lol... i gonna blog later i guess.. lol... study time! shit. hjahahaha...


laters...

Posted at 12:13 PM





Tuesday, September 20, 2005

man enough to cry with you

haish... last day of e learning... oh well... i kinda miss school... lol... but im still scared... exams... 1 week plus... haish... im trying to score well.. in dnt, english, geog and hist. maybe social studies.. lol... shit la... my geog teacher like havent teach us abt coastal landforms and still give me work on that.. wah lao.. nid to self study.. haha.. den hist... havent even do holocaust.. haish.. doing thursday i think.. lol.. den social studies... i think no body likes that fucker tang chee quan la.. wah lao.. catch me for my hair.. i mean whats up with my hair? nth... lol... haish.... that chicken backside... haha... well..

tml.. going to study...
thursday/ friday got school.. den study again..
sat study at home...
sun got dinner... den next week everyday study.. hahaha... shit man... gonna do chem and maths... until i die.. hahaa... i think... i have a good chance of passing ((:

haish... today.. went school with keith.. den gavin came.. den went town to study... den met melswee... den studied together.. den at abt 5.30 i went home... reached home at 6+ haha... den reach home... poofed as usual.. later going to study.. do hmwk.. haish..den guitar.. lol i still haven finish paying up ppl.. so cant buy my own one yet.. haish... i nid a miracle... haha... so pissed with my hi-fi... its not working.. or i think its my cd.. haha... its hillsongs cd la.. wth... suppose to work... gid burnt it for me... its not working now... so jerky.... that jerk off brand... hahaha... oh well... i get mattang to help me burn.. lol..

so many things gonnna happen to me... i dunno what to chose.. which path.. thats why im gonna make a layout abt a crossroad (: hahah.. shud be soon la... melswee helping me... thanks mel! haha.. its so real now... i have 2 more years in barker.. hopefully i remain it at 2... but i think i shud treasure the time i spend there... make full use of it... i noe some times i slack.. but i just wanna push myself.. and get all my aspirations and goals done.. and have sth to be proud of... i havent been doing anything to make myself proud. i have so many dreams that i dunno which one is reality... haha some times i just dream that im dreaming... its not nice to dream abt too many things.... gets yr hopes too high... and if u finally realise its not gonna happen... what do u do? haha.. i wud just feel down.. den the next day... forget abt it.. haha... its like love... so unpredictable... argh.. shudt be thinking bout this now.. haha... listening to bon jovi.. haish.. iwonder how these great artists come up with lyrics and the song turns out great and not cheesy.. lol.. i've tried composing some song lyrics... some asses laugh and say its cheesy.. but its not easy to write those words... those words to me were what i dreamt and wud want... but its not happening anytime soon... so its my feelings... why do they laugh... so they not understand how i feel? haish... i cant tell because i wudnt want them to noe and destroy a friendship right... haish... friendship and relationship... if u had a choice what wud u chose.. they're both the same.. just that one has love and commitment... iwud wan love.. but idun think im ever gonna be ready... not until a few years more... im 15... i have a whole life ahead.. no nid to be crying over some girl anymore... friends out there... if u ever get into a relationship, take it serious if u really like that person.. dun play ard and hurt the person in the end... its not nice.. try being the person who gets toyed with.. and i have alot of typos.. haha... my blogger is lagging so when i type.. its laggy... yeah... having alot of lags this month... haish... not common eh? haha... oh well.. gonna add sth on my blog :)

haish... wow today i wrote quite alot... and im... sneezy.. lol...

gonna edit template now (:
Terry (:
let it go.
just let it go.

Posted at 11:08 PM





Saturday, September 17, 2005

haha

lol i did sth for u all man!! thank me! ahahhaha.... well.. u dun nid to noe.. lol.... today woke up.. went to mattang's hse.. to jam.. but ended up playing fifa... so fun la.. lol... oh well.. den.. went home... haish... so tired la... den help those 2 birds... den now here... i wanna play bball.. hahaha... oh well.. haven do my hmwk yet.. i think i'll do tonight... kkk. im hungry.... going for dinner soon i think... (: smiles ppl! hahaha...


i give up.

(: its me! terry!

Posted at 7:11 PM





Friday, September 16, 2005

frm a long time ago

haha... hello... listening to needled 24/7 again.. well today..
had oral.. english and chinese... well during english... i got adeline tan.. wth la.. haha.. oh well.. and it turned out that the passage and picture was about a CLOWN! fuck man.. haha... damn.. got the tabs for the bass solo for where is the love by black eye peas.. hahah.. improving day by day.. lol.. okok well.. chinese oral.. got koh po lee... basket... i think i wun do well.. hahaha... den after that went to taka... find posb bank.. changed my atm card liao!! so cool. lol blue -_-... haha.. den went... alot of places.. went to heeren, find wallet.. hahaa... den went perlini's silver... found a long lost memory (: going to get it back... hahaha... and... ta dah.. lol... $10.. can ba... hmm... i really wish her good luck.. hahaha... oh well... no more bout her anymore... friends are the best (:
talked to her until 4 last nite. den woke up at... 9.. haha.. den go school... haish... den went home... stupid e learning... i haven do any thing yet.. tml do all.. got, maths and english... wah piangs.... tutorials so boring and useless de.. hahaha... kkk fuck that.. tuesday maybe going airport study.. haha asking more ppl come! hahaha.. i nid help in physics and maths... i wanna at least try to get 50.5 hahahahahah! .. i think can ba... haish..i think i will blog abt part of my book ... (: hees.. okok.. here goes..


so.. here i start.. have u all ever wondered what happens to our lives when we grow up but we haven't been there to see it for ourselves.. its ok if u dun understand this part.. but.. i mean.. we cant predict the future right.. ppl say they wanna be doctors, lawyers, big shots.. are all these goals and aims.. i think they are.. but what if they dun make it... to me.. this is useless.. if ppl set false hopes to achieve sth they most prob cannot get... why spend the time planing for it? haha.. so... this is the part bout future..

hmm.. well.. love... some ppl use this word very casually.. i dun think it shud be that way... i mean.. look.. we're mostly teenagers.. and we cant say.. " oh baby i love u forever" i mean its not practical... there are sure to be things that they do in the mere future and the results are that they wud break up. so what in the freaking first place say those words which again... give false hope to the other party.. i mean.. if i say i wud be with some girl forever and ever.. because i love her, NOW not saying next time.. it wudnt be real.. it wudnt be sth i can believe... i dunno what do we teens chose the path of eloping with the other sex... and have "romance", i mean, we have other impt things right? studies? family.. yeah its not all abt love man... think for yourselves.. for those who are desperately looking for love... dun look for love.. wait for the right girl or guy for u den if its really love, nature wud carry on frm there... u cant rush things... im sure.. we all have our commitments.. and our priorities.. dunno if i spelled it right.. oh well.. lol.. we can just think oh i wan love, cos im lonely and have no one to love.. and with that thought u go ard finding a "mate" i mean wth... im not talking abt anyone.. but dun u think its not time yet.. maybe u think its alright to love now... i sometimes think that too.. but i wudnt wanna live love and if it ends up bad.. grief and weep over it... we have to have backbones and pick ourselves back up when we fall right? its not just that girl that u love so dear left you for some lame and stupid reason that u feel so depressed and u are at the verge of dying and crying out at night.. blah blah blah.. yada yada yada... all this is crap... if u think before u commit.. these shit things wun happen right... when u noe that the chances are that u might end up hurting yr heart or worse yr loved one when they split up.. why in the first place commit.. its just like soccer... u commit to the person.. this has the pros and cons... commit means stick on the person.. yeah defender... same as bball.. okok back to the story... the attacking side.. dribbles in... the defender.. has to commit to him to pressure him and make him lose the ball.. but if that defender aint a good one.. and he commits to much... he wud just make things worse... and again if u dun understand nvm.. (: haha... why does this happen in life.. some times this makes me think..im sure it makes all of us think... especially when some guy or girl jusr broke up and they are like.. " WHY WHY I LOVED HER BUT SHE STILL LEFT ME" for whatever reason la.. i learnt my mistake.. and i did have a good lesson then... and i shall not carry on further! hahaha... more on the next episode! hahaha...


well thats part of it... critisisms are welcomed... but i wudnt care... yeah its yr choice.. lol... i've written quite alot already.. going to play guitar now! hahaha


i want new guitar strings,
along with a new guitar would do fine (:

Posted at 7:20 PM





Tuesday, September 13, 2005

heyyaa...

haha.. today... went to bedok. den east point.. damn swee.... lol.. oh well.. oni studied for like.. 1 and a half hours... and i was studying... cherlie was there... as usual melody didnt do anything... swee was attempting... haha... failure.. lol.. cherlie... well... talking to swee.. lol.. well i was doing history... did on nazism... hahhaa... wrote alot k! hahaha.. well.. hahaa... today got caught for hair... nabeh... lol.. den cut mohawk.. whee..lucky nv go raju.. fuck u black barber... u ever touch my hair i will put poison gas into yr shop.. and lock you in.. hahahahaha.... bastard... oh well.. whee again! tml last day of sch den e- learning... lol.. damn shit la online lessons... still nid to print. might as well just pass up online.. stupid.. lol.. its until wed... so much time la... hahaha.... slack but still have to pia to study.. haish.. 2 weeks... hahaha...

well.. ytd... oso got warned for hair... den.. nth much liao.. ytd very sian.. haish... okok camp! hahaha..
went for camp on friday... was abit tiring la.. but haha i slacked quite alot... (:
hmm... i dun like that camp. so wun blog abt it (:
kk i gtg alr.. haha... im slpY! -.-zZzZzzzzZZzzZzz

nites ppl..

tata-
Terry=o

Posted at 9:00 PM






children of bodom.

Children Of Bodom
Needled 24/7

Since day one I've been crass and far beyond.
I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry ...Before you gauge me,
take a look at yourself.
Condescending, outlivin' in a lie..
Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through,
it ain't due that you hate that I hate what you do
Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,
a backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are
And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7!
You look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be.
Fuck yeah,that's me, vile and obscene.
I ain't happy about it but at least
I don't judge and decree to be better than another human being.
Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,
Hey, Can somebody tell me what the fuck is going on ?
And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7!
Death. what ya'll know bout death.

Posted at 8:43 PM





Wednesday, September 07, 2005

love me, love me not.

remember the days, we spent.
remember the time, we lost.
always standing on the edge,
taking small strides along the way,
until it all leads to that small step,
of life and death.
remember the games, we played.
remember the things, we did.
being beside you makes me think.
holding you, seeing you blink.
those eyes of yours,
like jewels in the moonlight,
shows me how much,
i love you.
why cant we be together.
why must you leave.
for 1 thing i know.
its that you don't love me anymore.
if thats the way it has to be.
you wouldn have a place in me.
for the things i loved so dear.
you are all i live for and here i am.
standing outside your door, asking for 1 more chance.
to be with you.
but it just seems to fake.
when its all about to break.
and reality shows no mercy
for the world we lived in love.
oh how i wished i would have done sth.
sth to make u stay.
wondering how much more we could have done.
if you would just stay with me.
somethings are not meant to be..
somethings would possibly be.
others think we're not made to be.
but why care of what others think.
a simple phrase.
with 3 little words.
could already brighten up our day.
but those 3 words.
could end up in dismay.
in times of pain, sorrow and suffering.
its time i let go.
time has no end.
but my life will end soon.

Posted at 1:24 PM





Tuesday, September 06, 2005

its the holi holiday

haha... hoidays are... boring.. hahaha...anyways... its a tuesday! and im so bored! haish... thursday got study camp.. wth.. so sian de.. haha.. well... exams in 3 weeks... gonna study soon... i hope.. hhaha... u noe what.. gavin is gonna study.. haha.. WOW... hahaha... any one wanna study with me? ask me pls... i nid company.. lol... shit the holidays suck.... so boring at home.. haish.. grrs... angry.. roars... haha..u noe what... i slept for like.. 18 hours altogether today... just woke up again at 6.. lol... shit man.. i nid to exercise... oh welll... maybe tomolo.. (: hahahaha... kkk off to guitarland again.. byebye


Terry
off to guitarland..

Posted at 6:26 PM





Friday, September 02, 2005

aww

haha... well melswee left alr. i have no one to talk to. haha.. okok.. didnt blog these past few days cos i cudnt use the com.. haish.. sister kept it.. haha.. well.. wed had some stupid 2 hrs of sch oni... summoe frm 12 to 2.. haish.. den went.. airport... byebye melswee den went home.. den thursday.. raised a tower... 2 storeys.. hurt my left bicept... kinda got strained.. haish.. den.. alot of ppl nv concentrate.. den the top part snapped off.. haha.. oh well.. kevin has ticklish leg hair... he had to stand on my shoulders.. so dun think off course..well.. played soccer after that. lol.. i got burned.. as in sun burn.. haha.. all red la.. not as red as mr chay.. lollol.. okok den friday.. yesterday... had some meeting..with daniel.. uhhhh... hahah... npc meeting.. den planned the menu... haha... den went home.. den.. today.. morning going sch soon.. hmmm.. training again.. gonna collect my guitar... haha... was with mattang for 3 weeks la.. ahhaa... okok.. byebye... thanks for dropping by!

good bye!

TATA
Terry(:

Posted at 7:40 AM






-WHO

Terry Tang
16 going on 17
311290
ACS(Barker Road)


-LIKES

Slacking
Stoning
Sleeping
Smiling
BEST FRIENDS :D


-HATES

Sad mentality
Low lifes
Spoilt Brats
Stuck up people


-GOALS FOR 2007!

Get 15 for L1R4!
Get into NP!
Celebrate my HOT 7EVENTEEN
LOSE ALOT OF DAMN WEIGHT
this will be enough for now. hahaha



-LEAVE

Abby! Alyssa! Aylwin! Alicia! Angie! Chenya! Cheryl! Daniel! Desmond! Huiyen! Jean! Joy Low! JIA! jinmin! KIM! MELSWEE! MEL! Marcus! Rachel! Sharrif! Shu En! Teressa! VAN! Wanru! Xinwen! PLC'06!


-CHITTER CHATTER




-ARCHIVES

April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007


Hit Counter
Free Counter